Wild Weekend

Well I had a pretty ridiculous weekend. I'm just soo incredibly fed up with my life right now. I've once again jumped the gun with another situation and I just don't know what to do. I'm sooo sick and tired of getting my hopes up and then have them stomped on. It's always supposed to happen when you least expect it. Well I've been 'least expecting it' for a long time! I'm just trying to move on with my life and find someone to do that with me, and its just not working.