Wild Weekend

Well I had a pretty ridiculous weekend. I'm just soo incredibly fed up with my life right now. I've once again jumped the gun with another situation and I just don't know what to do. I'm sooo sick and tired of getting my hopes up and then have them stomped on. It's always supposed to happen when you least expect it. Well I've been 'least expecting it' for a long time! I'm just trying to move on with my life and find someone to do that with me, and its just not working.

Manswers Vol. 1

Sooo.... I've been hearing some hub-bub about this show called Manswers. I had never watched it or heard of it before until recently. Although it is a little corny, I definitely enjoyed watching it. I added it on my Netflix Queue and it arrived on Friday. I've watched most of the disc...Best of Season 1 and it was pretty interesting. Perhaps the most interesting thing I learned was that it takes 35 pounds of pressure to crush a beer can....which can be done with HHH boobs, which surprisngly I don't have (ha!). So I had a pretty calm past couple of weekends which has been good. I've had some baby daddy drama, but that's to be assumed. I'm finally deciding to stick to my guns with things that I have said. Usually I cave and say, 'Oh alright, fine whatever.' But this time its serious and I mean what I said. Hopefully he will actually follow through. On a more positive note, one of my girl friends and one of my guy friends are really hitting it off. It's not a match I would have predicted, but it definitely makes sense. Hopefully things will work out for the best. *You know who you are ! * As far as my love life goes, its up in the air. I've hit a rough patch in life where my 6 month 'guarantee' is approaching on match. com. If you are lucky enough to NOT be familiar with this site... Allow me to explain.... You pay for 6 months up front and if you follow a few EASY stipulations and DON'T find love at the end of 6 months you receive another 6 months free. The stipulations include: Keeping your profile visible to other users at ALLL times, having a primary (profile) picture visible at all times, and sending five NEW e-mails a month.... This means that I've sent out THIRTY e-mails and only went out with TWO different people... Not very good odds for me. But I've set a few of my friends up on match.com, and they have had much better success than me. I'm not sure if I'm just too picky (I really don't think I am) or if they're just too old (hahahaha!)
Don't you just HATE it when you like someone... and they like you too... but things just don't work out the way you want them to? This kind of situation happens to me ALLLLL the time. I can be a pretty patient person, and I guess I just have to allow this to happen in my relationships with others.
One good thing that I've decided to do this summer is to start writing a book. I'm not sure what I want to write about. I have thoughts for a fiction novel, tons of different ideas... I also have thoughts of making a collection of my blogs and other random thoughts and compiling them together to make a sort of 'bathroom' or 'coffee table' book. I would love to hear some of your input on this subject.
I've been typing for a while tonight, so I'm going to take a break... But I'm definitely looking forward to hearing some of your thoughts and opinions about this blog. Thanks for reading, have a great night!