Monday, September 20, 2010

Noteably Quotable

Well, I haven't blogged for a while, but whenever I go back and read over my entries, I have a strong urge to blog. But I wonder, what do I want to blog about? Every once in a while I have a situation that I really really really REALLY want to write about, but I don't want the whole world to read. I don't know how many people ACTUALLY read this, but I know that if it gets into the wrong hands.... Well I'm sure everyone can relate to that. That is why I have so many different friends 'lists' on facebook, because I just can't trust people. I don't have a problem being someone's friend on facebook, but I don't think that EVERY SINGLE PERSON that I confirm as a 'friend' need to see my *sometimes* ridiculous pics or know what I'm doing for the weekend (i.e. my status updates). I suppose I'm just as guilty as that also but I don't go up to said person's mother and speak my peace. In my book, that's just being fuckin shady. My mother always knows where I am and who I'm with. That's part of my stipulation for living at home. It doesn't really bother me all that much. But sometimes I'm reminded of the freedom of living on my own. When Madison stays with her dad on the weekends while I worked, I didn't have to come back to my apartment if I didn't want to. I could stay wherever I wanted, or I could have whoever I wanted stay the night. My mother did not need to know this, but now that I live at home, she is privvy to this information. I'm not saying its right or wrong. I'm just making a point. I think it would be wrong for me to be out all hours of the night and not come home until the next morning if Madison was at home. I think that would be bad. I'm not going to say its never happened....Because it has...I guess I don't have any real concrete thoughts, my mind is just wandering, and my fingers are typing faster than my thoughts.
I can't believe that Madison is going to be seven in a few weeks. This makes me feel strangely old. I don't know why seven is such a bigger deal than six. Perhaps it is because throughout the last year I've had to buy her clothes in the girls section instead of the infant/toddler section? Some of her shirts I have to buy in girls size medium! I'm like..WHAAAT.!? Now I know why I never had cool clothes growing up, clothes are expensive... and since I never had a little sister for which these clothes could be handed down to, I think I was a little overlooked in that dept. Well, I don't really have anything to say that's important, I was just bored. I SHOULD be studying for my MicroBiology exam that's on Wednesday, but I think sitting around watching TV sounds a LITTLE more fun!